10.28.2005

Mars
.:Mars:.

"You have a great enthusiasm and passion for
all that life has to offer. This is coupled
with a great amount of strength. You know
exactly what you want and are not afraid to go
after it. You love a good challenge and you
have a great deal of stubborness, which helps
you achieve your goals. Your enduring
determination is a great match for your
inventive mind. Your only drawback may be your
difficulty in letting others know how you
feel."


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Day

I bought a new sweater this week and I've been wearing it pretty much everyday. It is comfortable and red. Today Kayte approached me and whispered, "Do you know that by wearing red on a Friday you are supporting the war and George Bush?".

No, I didn't know this. I thought I was sporting the colors of my tough gang, the Bloods.

Actually, I thought the color-coding thing went out of style or practice a long time ago. I guess I was wrong. I remember that kids used to color-code the laces on their Doc Marten shoes, too.

Anyway. It was dumb.


The kids and I went to Disney on Ice last night and saw The Jungle Book, Tarzan, and the Lion King. The Jungle Book and Lion King weren't all the great but Tarzan was rad (and did I mention he was effing hot?). They did alot of trapeze-type moves with Tarzan (clad in ice skates) climbing up a rope (vine) and wrapping the rope around his legs in a way such that he could hang upside down and fling Jane all over the place upside down hovering about 10 feet above the ground.

Yeah... pictures will follow if any of them actually came out. They seemed to be mostly blurry. I really want a faster camera.

My mom has gotten herself a new apartment and my grandfather flew out here from Illinois and is helping her get everything packed and whatnot. I'm going out there for dinner tonight which is always a sort of awkward thing after you haven't seen a family member in a long time. I wish that I had something going on in my life that they would be proud of and that I could say, "hey look, I did this..." but I don't.

I haven't gotten my kids anything for a costume yet for Halloween and the finances are looking super tight. Hopefully they can be creative. Lhiannan wants to be a devil and Aislin seems to want to be a butterfly. I think I am going to be a mom. On Monday I am supposed to come to work in costume - the theme is The Wizard of Oz and I am supposed to somehow be a tornado...

Time to leave work... :)

10.28.05

Horoscopes For Today: 10/28/2005
Even if it's been a long day, and it probably has been, with the heavens in the erratic, spontaneous and impulsive mood they're in, your usual bedtime won't feel like bedtime. Rather than lying there, trying to think of some way to make yourself tired before dawn arrives and the birds start singing (which will sound much more like screaming, at that point), how about giving in and planning something that will tire you out? Oh, you'll think of something. Polo, anyone?

10.27.2005

Irony

Horoscopes For Today: 10/27/2005
Never mind the fact that you've got some really, truly exciting plans coming up, and that there's nothing you'd rather do than keep them. You feel like you haven't been more than inches away from electronic devices for days, and you're extremely ready for a vacation, no matter how brief. How about taking one, unofficially, with the possible exception of inviting the one person to join you who you're always happy to be with?

10.25.2005

10.25.05

Horoscopes For Today: 10/25/2005
In addition to the adoring attention of your current squeeze, an exotic new admirer has come along, obviously hoping for a shot at the title. You love competition, so naturally, you've mentioned one to the other -- casually, of course -- just to see how quickly you can get the games to begin. Bet it won't take much. If you're not truly interested in either one, however, don't let it go on for too long.


Yeah, don't I wish...





Doctors, Doctors and more Doctors

I spent most of the day at the doctor's office with my 4 year old daughter. She had three shots, 4 vials of blood drawn and her first pee test. Fun. Needless to say it took all day and was very tiring for both of us. I didn't even get to work today until after 1pm. I missed some coding training that I was supposed to attend (oops...) but I'm not too broken up about that. I dropped her back off at school and her dad will be picking her up for the night. Hopefully she won't have any bad reactions to the immunizations while she is with him.

I finally have my car back. It smells like antifreeze and marijauna but does not over heat or squeak as much as it used to. So, back to the routine. I get to spend the rest of my evening drooling at City Suds since I haven't been able to go and do laundry for the last week and I was starting to have to get really creative with my clothes in order to meet the lameass dress code for work. On the flipside of that - yummy, yummy, yummmmmmy Chipotle.

10.24.2005

Drugs

Acid
You are ACID. Also known as blotter, acid is a
strong drug that results in major mood
swings.Effects include hallucinations, and
increase in pulse and breathing rate. It is
distributed in capsules, tablets, absorbant
paper, and liquid. This shows that you are a
sensitive person. You are a hopeless romantic
and dreamer at heart. Whether or not you have
been hurt before, for some reason you wear a
protective shell. You may act agressive, mean
or slightly tomboyish so that people can't get
through and hurt ur sensitive side. Every once
in a while though, you should really let people
in before you drive them away. Not all people
are cruel, and you shouldnt block out all the
nice ppl just to block the risk of getting
hurt.


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Well that would make sense since all the other drugs bored me to death and I think I did acid just about every day when I was younger...and for the record I haven't touched any drugs at all since I was 17. But it does explain some things about me, doesn't it? I might add for whoever made this little quiz...last I checked acid didn't come in nice dissolvable little pasty pills...but whose counting, eh? Kids - Don't Do Drugs.

Rosa Parks

Rosa Parks, civil rights heroine, is dead

Monday, October 24, 2005

BY CASSANDRA SPRATTLING
FREE PRESS STAFF WRITER

When Rosa Parks refused to get up, an entire race of people began to stand up for their rights as human beings.

It was a simple act that took extraordinary courage in Montgomery, Ala., in 1955. It was a place where black people had no rights white people had to respect. It was a time when racial discrimination was so common, many blacks never questioned it.

At least not out loud.

But then came Rosa Parks.

This mild-mannered black woman refused to give up her seat on a city bus so a white man could sit down.

Jim Crow laws had met their match.

Parks' refusal infused 50,000 blacks in Montgomery with the will to walk rather than risk daily humiliation on the city's buses.

This gentle giant, whose quietness belied her toughness, became the catalyst for a movement that broke the back of legalized segregation in the United States, gave rise to the astounding leadership of Dr. Martin Luther King Jr., and inspired fighters for freedom and justice throughout the world.

Parks, the beloved mother of the civil rights movement, is dead, a family member confirmed late Monday.

But already it's evident that her spirit lives in hundreds of thousands of people inspired by her unwavering commitment to work for a better world - a commitment that continued even after age and failing health slowed her in the 1990s.

In death as in life, she touched the well known and the little known people of the world.

'Freedom is for all human beings'

Parks' health had been declining since the late 1990s. She had stopped giving interviews by then and rarely appeared in public. When she did, she only smiled or spoke short, barely audible responses.

In one of her last lengthy interviews with the Detroit Free Press in 1995, she spoke of what she would like people to say about her after she passed away.

"I'd like people to say I'm a person who always wanted to be free and wanted it not only for myself; freedom is for all human beings," she said during an interview from the pastor's study of St. Matthew African Methodist Episcopal Church, a small congregation she joined upon moving to Detroit in 1957.

While it's known worldwide that her refusal to give up her bus seat sparked the Montgomery bus boycott, it's less well known that Parks had a long history of trying to make life better for black people.

It was a desire embedded in her from childhood by her grandfather - her mother's father with whom she lived when she was growing up. He taught his children and grandchildren not to put up with mistreatment. "It was passed down almost in our genes," Parks wrote in her 1992 autobiography, "My Story." (Puffin, $5.99)

She recalled that when her grandfather was home, he kept a shotgun by his side in case the Ku Klux Klan dropped by.

Of her grandfather, Sylvester Edwards, she wrote: "I remember that sometimes he would call white men by their first names, or their whole names, and not say, 'Mister.' How he survived doing all those kinds of things, and being so outspoken, talking that big talk, I don't know, unless it was because he was so white and so close to being one of them."

Her grandfather's father was a white plantation owner; his mother a slave housekeeper and seamstress.

In recent years, Parks has relied heavily on a wheelchair and, according to court documents, suffers from dementia.

The dementia was revealed as a result of two lawsuits filed on her behalf against the record company for the hip hop duo Outkast. The 1999 lawsuit claims the record label BMG Entertainment violated her publicity and trademark rights for the 1998 song "Rosa Parks,' by using her name without her permission for commercial purposes.

But some of her family members claim Parks was incapable of filing such a suit of her own accord. They say it was an attempt by one of her attorneys, Gregory Reed and her longtime friend, Elaine Steele, to get money.

Meanwhile, in October of this year a federal judge appointed former Detroit Mayor Dennis Archer as her guardian ad litem-a temporary, court-appointed attorney to assure her interests in the lawsuits are fairly represented.

Steele has had durable power of attorney over Parks and serves as her patient advocate, meaning she will make medical decisions upon incapacitating illness since 1998, according to documents obtained by the Free Press.

My drunk neighbor

There is this old man that does odd cleaning jobs and what not for the store next to my house. Usually when I come home for lunch he is sitting along the front of my fence drinking a beer out of a bag. He always tries to ask if it is OK or if he should leave and since I'm always leaving when I see him I tell him to ask Carmen, my downstairs neighbor. (I technically live in a duplex - it's an old 1920's house that has been converted. The upstairs where I live has been split into its own apartment.)

Anyhow, he has apparently taken notice that every day lately I seem to come home driving a different car. Originally, it was my normal crappy car. Next, my friends older Ford Escort. Today a brand new (ugly) Ford Taurus. He yelled at me when he was walking across the street that I was 'coming up in the world more and more everday'. Totally cracked me up. I wonder what he will say when I show back up in my normal car which I was just told is now fixed and ready to be picked up.

Weekend according to the stars

Horoscopes For Today: 10/22/2005
Suddenly in the mood to stay at home? Well, don't offer up any apologies, even if you'd previously made a promise to head out with someone who's been trying to pin you down to an actual date for weeks. Putter around the kitchen, make your place your own again -- even if that just means rearranging the living room furniture -- and get to know the dog again. You might even feel so domestic that you call that family member who's been pouting lately.

Did I have a choice but to stay home? Car still broken down…

Horoscopes For Today: 10/23/2005
There's quite a sociable day on your agenda, thanks to an affable astrological assembly, unanimously intent on making things as easy on you as possible. If you've missed out on any of the good gossip that's been going around lately (not that you ordinarily indulge in such things, of course), here's your chance to catch up. Do keep in mind, however, there's far more than chatting on the menu: Say, more than just a touch of intense romance, for example?

Didn’t happen. I only got out of the house to take my car to the mechanic and to get a rental car.


Horoscopes For Today: 10/24/2005
Ever watch a cat toy with a catnip mouse? You know (and they most certainly know) that it's not a real mouse, but that doesn't mean the game is any less fun, or that they throw themselves into it with less enthusiasm. The game is the point -- not the toy. Think of the game you're playing now with a certain someone in the same way, but be humane. Convey to your 'toy' that it really is only a game -- if for no other reason than to assuage your conscience.

What the hell is this? I’m going to start reading horoscopes from other signs because none of them have made sense for over a month now…

10.23.2005

...

So I have finally given in and my car is now in the hands of the mechanics at Pepboys. Of course, they can't do anything with it today and will call me tomorrow and let me know what the hell is wrong with it.
In the meantime I am supposed to go pick up a rental car tonight at 8:30 somewhere in the vicinity of the airport. Rental cars are fucking highway robbery. At least I get to go to work I guess. Oh well...

Fortune Cookie

My fortune said: "A distant romance could begin to look promising."

I don't have a local romance let alone a distant one...

hrm.

10.22.2005

My god-forsaken car


Imagine this car a little more smashed up and you have my car. Also, last I saw it only had three wheels on it as apparently the engine is just a bitch to get to unless you are coming from underneath.

This car is a piece of shit but it is the only one I have and until now I did not realize how incredibly dependant on it I was. I've only been driving for about 2 years (which means, yes, my insurance is really effing expensive) and before that I was that person with her kids on the bus and train. I didn't really mind public transportation -- it just took a really long time to get anywhere.

Now I'm faced with the fact that I may be relying on public transportation once again and it really freaks me out. I live maybe 1 mile from downtown Sacramento in the Oak Park area and just that one little mile means all the difference in the bus/train routes. My kids both go to school downtown still and I work across the street from Cal Expo in one of those stupid giant office buildings (they actually refer to it as a campus now -- just sick.) Everything is pretty close and yet still basically impossible.

With all that said I have decided that in about a month I will be buying a new(er) car. My car is supposed to be paid off in about a month and so if I can get it working at all I will trade that POS in.

I know absolutely nothing about cars, buying or fixing, so this whole thing has been a learning experience. Even my friend, Wes, who has been working on my car told me to just buy a new one.

Anyhow, I like these two cars:

Ideally, I'd like a Toyota Matrix -


Alternately, a Mazda Protege5 -


To me they look like the same car, basically. I will have to do some comparison shopping...I know the Toyota is more expensive but I have no idea why.
If anyone out there knows anything about cars please, please, please help me out.

10.21.2005

Crush


I have a big fat crush on this guy - Martin Freeman.

He was in the (original) Office series and most recently in the Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy.

10.21.05

Horoscopes For Today: 10/21/2005
No one has ever, ever accused you of being shy, afraid to speak your mind or let everyone else around you know exactly how, why and exactly when you arrived at the opinions you're about to express -- at length. That's going to be the case right now, but, as per usual, you'll be doing it in such charming fashion, not only will no one mind, they'll be gathered around you, wishing they had more time to listen. Gosh. Tough to be you, huh?


I’ve given it some thought and I’m pretty sure that I’m not actually an Aries. I’m definitely feeling more…Pisces lately. Can a person switch? I’m not too insanely far off the Pisces/Aries border…

10.20.2005

10.20.05

Horoscopes For Today: 10/20/2005
Two possible scenarios are on the agenda. First, a wonderfully entertaining individual will charm you right out of your fiery little shoes with not much more than a word, a glance or a gesture you'll find immensely attractive ... okay, irresistible. Second, someone could try to manipulate you into dealing with something that's never been at the top of your top ten favorite list: teeny, picky details you see as not just unimportant, but also extremely irritating. If they arrive at the same time, make yourself scarce. It's got to be better in the long run.


Well damnit, something good had better happen really, really soon because I am DYING here. My car is broken down. My bank account is breaking down. My bills are piling up. I sleep alone at night. Actually, I sit around awake at night alone wishing I was sleeping. My family are all going AWOL. My ex wants to sue me for custody of our daughter. I was over an hour late for work today. My daughter was over 30 minutes late for school. I am completely overwhelmed at work. So where the FUCK is my wonderfully entertaining individual and can he give me a ride to work?

10.19.2005

10.19.05

Horoscopes For Today: 10/19/2005
Most of us do whatever it takes to avoid stress, in any way, shape or form. Then again, some folks crave it. They thrive on it. You know someone who answers that description: someone who just can't stand it when things aren't turbulent. If you wake up with the feeling that they're trying to stir something up between you and a loved one, listen to your gut. You know their technique, and your antennae are twitching like mad. How about confronting this, and nipping it right in the bud?

Um, how about a better idea -- ignoring everyone?

10.18.2005

10.18.05

Horoscopes For Today: 10/18/2005
You can talk yourself into just about anything if you know it's necessary. At the moment, though, you're trying to convince yourself to be patient -- which, you'll be the first to admit, has never been one of your strong suits, especially when it comes to communication. But if you can pull it off for a day or so, your rewards will be substantial. In other words, hold off on that ultimatum. Just for a little while.

This is funny! It’s possible that I am getting my horoscopes a few days late. This would have been good to know a few days ago. I would rather interpret this to mean I shouldn’t set rules for myself (rather than the ultimatum I would set for someone else). I plan on reading the Modern Library’s top 100 of the century: http://www.randomhouse.com/modernlibrary/100bestnovels.html before I allowed myself out of the house so that I wouldn't make yet another bad judgement call. Maybe I'm being too hasty. I'll certainly have to give it some more thought.

10.17.2005

Former 'SNL' Cast Member Commits Suicide


FARMINGTON, Conn. -- Former "Saturday Night Live" comedian Charles Rocket has killed himself.
The Connecticut medical examiner said Rocket slit his throat.
His body was found in a field near his home in Canterbury, Conn., Oct. 7.
He was 56.

Rocket was on "Saturday Night Live" in the 1980-81 season.
After a sketch spoofing the "Who Shot J.R." episode of "Dallas," Rocket muttered the F-word.
He was fired soon after that along with other cast members and writers. Ratings for the show were poor.
Rocket also played Bruce Willis' brother in "Moonlighting," and had a recurring role as Adam in "Touched by an Angel."
He also played Grossberg in "Max Headroom" and had roles in the films "Dances With Wolves" and "Dumb and Dumber."
Distributed by Internet Broadcasting Systems, Inc. The Associated Press contributed to this report. All rights reserved. This material may not be published, broadcast, rewritten or redistributed

10.17.05

Horoscopes For Today: 10/17/2005
Of all the things that have been written about your sign, energy, enthusiasm and assertion are usually three of the traits you can usually count on seeing. They're all going to be quite obvious to everyone now, whether they've known you for ten minutes or ten years, so don't be shy about letting those qualities show -- after all, they're part of the reasons we all love you like we do! Your legendary courage under fire doesn't hurt, either ....


Ok.
Lies?
I was "courageous" today. I tried to eat chinese food when my stomach is still flipfloppin.
Colorful, eh?

10.16.2005

Starbucks

Every morning (for the last few years at least) I get a cup of coffee at Starbucks on the corner of 19th & J. It has come to the point where the baristas, who I love dearly, begin making "my drink" as soon as they see me. Some times it is so quick that I wonder if they see me outside in the parking lot or something. "My drink" also known as the "standard issue" is an Iced grande caramel macchiato (or something...I drink them -- doesn't mean I can spell it..).

Since it has been colder in the mornings I have really wanted a hot drink. But I couldn't get it at my usual spot because they start making the drink for me before I get there. Maybe, just maybe, they have some alarm that goes off between 7:30 and 7:45 and they just start making it.

So, I found myself cheating on my usual Starbucks. Horrid, I know. I am the most faithful person I know but I had to go somewhere else. I tried the one at 16th and P for a few days, then the one somewhere further up J ...maybe 26th and J st. It just didn't feel right.

There is a Starbucks in my building at work but it is run by the cafeteria people, not actually baristas. I went there a few times but got tired of telling them how to make the drinks the right way.

This morning I went back to my familiar Starbucks. Sunday mornings aren't usually that busy and it is never the same baristas as during the week. I knew that these people would at least be less familiar with me and I might have a chance.

We walk in. The kids grab their milk and superfood thingie. One person is in line in front of me. The barista at the bar looks at me and says, "Grande caramel macchiato?". Ok, it wasn't even a question. I said, "no." She looked at me blankly and I just refused to look back at her. This is the point where I should have said what I really wanted but I didn't.

I get to the counter and it is indeed a barista I knew. Damn. She automatically rings up my drink and calls it out. The barista at the bar echos it. Meanwhile I'm chanting, "no, no, no". It was bizarre. They look at me as if I need some excuse so I said I was cold. Normally I would have just gotten a cappucino but when I used to get that they knew it was for someone else and they would make it the way he liked it and that is not the way I like it. So on the spot I made up something -- a toffee nut latte. Not even on their menu anymore. Ingenius!

So she asks me if that was my normal 'winter drink'. Seriously. I told her it just sounded good at the time. Then the kids start asking why I got a different drink and if the toffee nut latte was now my favorite. The barista chimes in and tells them, "No, her most favorite is the caramal macchiato."

I think Sacramento may be getting a bit too small for me.

Apple Hill Pictures

Temperance and I ran away and took the kids to Apple Hill:

Xander & Aislin loving on each other before we left.


Me driving. Not too exciting. I seem to have no breasts in this picture.



Aislin took a picture of the chickens.



Lhiannan was afraid the pig was going to bite her.



I had hoped seeing a real turkey would make the kids want to consider vegetarianism again. Didn't work.


Yes, city folk, those are trees.


This would have been a nice picture if it wasn't so blurry.


Savannah collapsed on a scarecrow.

Lhiannan and Xander with the same scarecrow.

10.13.2005

Husband Hangs Banner From Highway Asking For Divorce

LONDON -- Is there a sure sign that a troubled couple needs marital counseling? One marriage counselor say it's pretty clear when they start going public with their dirty laundry.
In Britain, JBS wanted a divorce, and he didn't care who knew. So last week he hung a banner from a highway bridge that said "Wendy, I want a divorce. JBS."
She responded Wednesday with a new banner in the same place. It said, "No way. You are the cheat. Wendy."
One counselor said the pair are very angry to air feelings in such a public way. Christine Northam also said it's very immature. She's urging marriage counseling.

Gross

I woke feeling even sicker than usual this morning. I've been doing my best to not let my stress effect the kids but it didn't happen today. I guess my older daughter could hear me getting sick this morning and she freaked out and woke up the other one. By the time I came out of the bathroom they were both standing there looking a bit scared wondering what was wrong with me. Lhiannan told me that I couldn't go to work today (as if that could actually happen). Anyway, my stomach has yet to settle and I feel really gross. I am also super tired because I haven't been sleeping much and when I do I have the most bizarre dreams that I don't feel rested anyway.

I really wanted to go home at lunch time and just rest but since I have that stupid flat tire I have to go take care of that first. Maybe I'll still have time to rest a bit.

10.13.05

Horoscopes For Today: 10/13/2005
Some really wild news is set to arrive, but fortunately, just about all of it will be positive. The word will arrive via a higher-up you were positive had never even noticed you, much less thought you were worth your salt. Once you're over the amazement and once you've discovered that you weren't being ignored or deliberately passed over for a promotion, you'll need to make a decision. A wonderful bolt from the blue will make that a whole lot easier.

Well, that is certainly something to ponder...

10.12.2005

Wishlist Update

No one to wear it for...but an update to the wishlist...


I knew it was too good to be true...

I was starting to think things were coming along smoothly, finally, for me. Of course it was too good to be true.

I had to drive out to my mom's directly after picking up my kids, going to the post office, going to sign even more paperwork because my daughter's school is soooo effing difficult. I haven't really had any appetite in the last few days so I haven't really eaten much. Despite my lack of an appetite I am really hungry and starting to get a bit dizzy. Of course, there is an accident somwhere so it takes OVER AN HOUR to drive to my mother's house. We were only there about 30 minutes before I had to leave because we already had alot of other things to do. I pull out and get a few blocks away and my phone rings -- my mom.

"Pull over now! I could hear you getting a flat tire!"

"Mom, you can't hear a flat tire. What does that mean?"

"Just stop your car."

And of course, she is right. Thankfully my grandparents live around the corner from where I stopped and were able to come out with my uncle and put the spare tire on my car. And of course, it is the same 'brand new tire' that has gone flat three times.

I'm also frustrated about my stupid door. I bought an additional lock so that I could lock the house from the inside (since there is a spare key floating around town perhaps duplicating itself somewhere...I have no idea). The door frame is beveled so I can't install the lock. I can't get a chain lock because my door is metal. I know I need to call the landlord and get the locks changed but I really, really don't want to have to call and explain to him why I need all the locks changed.

I need a nap. And some Prozac.

Snazzy Award?


I won the "Gold Star Award" at work today. It's basically like...peer based employee of the month. I was not present when I won apparently. I just came back from lunch and the award was on my desk. He's pretty shiny, eh?

Here are the votes - which were pretty funny.


Gold Star Award Winner for the Month of September 2005
Stephanie Buck
Your coworkers have chosen to acknowledge you for your significant contributions to the units overall morale. You exemplify these traits:

COMMENTS-
** She puts up with me and knows how to take a joke.
** She works hard all day and sits quietly so goes unnoticed mostly.
** She does a great job.
** She loves Starbucks and is like so cool.
** Because no one else will vote for me.

10.12.05

Horoscopes For Today: 10/12/2005
When it comes to a sign as fiery, outgoing, and personable as yours, it's easy to see how staying at home might not be your favorite activity -- at least, not on a regular basis, certainly not alone, and absolutely, positively not now, when the heavens are fairly bursting with rebellious energy. So if you just can't force yourself to stay in, even if you're tired, don't. Remember -- you can always catch a power-nap tomorrow, right?

Well...I dunno. I really do feel like staying home. I've been really sick lately. I'm tired and have not been able to sleep. I woke up with a big bruise on my stomach of all places (no idea...) and I think I have one on the back of my thigh, too. I think I'll take that power-nap sooner rather than later.

10.11.2005

And the winner is....

That's right -- me.

I won a shiny brand new DVD player today at work. This is good because I was getting tired of time sharing the one we have already with my kids. We don't have cable, we don't get any signal for a tv station that is in English language but we watch a bunch of movies.

They are pretty happy about it, too of course.

With that said I am off to spend the rest of the evening washing away my sins so to speak at the laundry mat.

10.11.05

Horoscopes For Today: 10/11/2005
Think of yourself as a visionary, someone whose thoughts are so far ahead of the game, people just stare at you in wonder. What to do now? Put those thoughts into action! Organize a group of your fellow cohorts and turn your ideas into reality. Take it to the streets -- or take an invention public -- and introduce the rest of the world to your full capabilities. Acting now can lead to very promising results for the future.

10.10.2005

This could be promising...10.10.05

Horoscopes For Today: 10/10/2005
Living on dreams has never been your style. Dreams are only dreams if you don't act on them -- and that certainly doesn't apply to you. At the moment, you're ready for a change -- a great big, active, self-initiated change. Of course, although you'd die before you'd admit it, there is something you've been secretly 'thinking' (not dreaming) about, which might be what's inspiring you to take the path you're thinking of. But that's entirely different from dreaming.

All doped up

I'm officially sick. I've been trying to get through the day in a psuedoephedrine haze and all I really want to do is curl up in a ball and pass out. I'm not sure which I dislike more -- the symptoms of being sick or the side-effects of cold medicine.

Ugh.

10.09.2005

Comments

For the few of you that leave comments (since so many of you just lurk...) I'm sorry to say that I've had to turn on word verification for the comments...I'm just getting way too many spam comments...

So, when you leave a comment you will have to enter whatever silly combination of words the image shows....

Sorry!

Retail Therapy & Home Improvement

Today Temperance and I finally went to Home Depot to see if the gift card I had found still had any money on it -- and much to our enjoyment it had never been used. It was probably funny to watch -- two chicks in home depot on a shopping spree. I bought two new doorknobs, one for the kids bedroom (with no lock) and one for the bathroom (with lock). I also bought a patch repair kit thing to fix the holes in my bedroom door, the little thingies that you stick in bookshelves to hold the actual shelves in, a ton of cleaning products and laundry soap, and another lock for my front door (so that I can lock in from the inside when I am home). I wanted to get a chain lock since I don't have a peep hole and it would serve the same purpose but my front door is metal and I don't exactly have the means at the moment to drill holes in the door.

So, I installed the new doorknob on the kids room and fixed my front door, too. I got tired before I got around to installing the lock but now that I've eaten (finally...I hadn't eaten all day) I am feeling a little more energized to do it. But my front door has always stuck in some wierd way and I thought maybe that the door was actually hung crooked in the frame. Temperance pointed out that the bracket that holds the door in the frame was basically falling off and all I had to do was tighten all the screws and now it works wonderfully!

Also, a side note -- my car doors are fixed! My next door neighbor, Rudy, came by and banged the hell out of it and it looks 10,000% better. The passenger door actually opens normally and the back door is flush with the car (though still bumpy). I also got all the tires filled with air, something that I had been begging someone to help me with but apparently my safety was not important enough and I had to just ask someone else. The bad news is though, there is a nail in one of my tires (the one I ironically just had fixed because it had a nail in it...). Wednesday I will have to schedule getting that fixed in with my super-humoungous laundry day. I'm taking every single thing: blankets, towels, jackets, ALL BEDDING, my couch cover, and getting it all washed. (Did you know Home Depot sells laundry detergent?!)

I still have to replaced the bathroom doorknob, but I can't find a flathead screwdriver. I guess since I still have about 15.00 left on the card that I can go tomorrow and pick one up. I was going to look and see if I could find a little tool kit but I got sidetracked.

It kinda sucked watching all the happy couples buying stuff to fix up their new homes or to remodel their existing homes and just doing 'domestic' things together. I think that is one of the things I miss most about being in a serious relationship. When you just date indefinitely you never really share your whole life. And while its fun and all, eventually you want more.

I went over to Fremont park today so that Aislin could play while I waited for her dad to call me and say that I could bring her over. Temperance and I hung out while Aislin made friends and I got to remember all the time my family has spent in that park. Lhiannan had her 4th birthday party there. Josh and I used to walk down there at least once a week alone just to play cards or dominos on the tables until it was too dark to see what we were doing. I really miss those slower times where you could just -do- stuff. It didn't require a shit load of planning, I never had to worry about anyone else's schedule because it was our schedule. The kids and I have talked alot about it and we have made a lot of upcoming plans for things to do to enjoy life and at the same time just slow down.

10.08.2005

Pakistan

I am on a mailing list that emails me everytime there is a significant earthquake anywhere in the world (I believe 3.0 or bigger.)
So this morning when I woke up and saw 10 emails for earthquakes over 3.0 in Pakistan all I could think was... "oh shit.."

This from Reuters:

Big quake hits subcontinent; thousands feared dead
Sat Oct 8, 2005 10:28 PM IST

By Simon Cameron-Moore

ISLAMABAD (Reuters) - A big earthquake struck northern Pakistan and India on Saturday, killing hundreds and possibly thousands, with two apartment blocks in the Pakistani capital reduced to ruins and reports of mountain villages wiped out.

The 7.6 magnitude earthquake was the strongest in memory.

"The deaths could be running in the thousands. We do not have an exact figure for casualties at this moment, but it's massive," Pakistani President Pervez Musharraf's spokesman, Major-General Shaukat Sultan, said after an aerial survey of stricken areas.

The earthquake struck at 0350 GMT and was centred in forest-clad mountains of Pakistani Kashmir, near the Indian border, about 95 km northeast of Islamabad.

The first quake was followed by 18 aftershocks of magnitudes of between 4.6 and 6.3 over the next 10 hours.

They were felt across the subcontinent, shaking buildings in the Afghan, Indian and Bangladeshi capitals.

The U.S. Geological Survey described the quake as major, saying it took place at a depth of 10 km.

Pledges of international support started to come in within hours, but details of the damage were difficult to obtain because telephone lines were down, mobile networks were overwhelmed and relief efforts were hampered by both landslides and heavy rain.

"Because the damages have been mostly in far-flung areas, it is difficult for the rescue teams to reach those areas," Sultan said.

Helicopters were flying teams into some areas, he said.

A police officer said at least 500 people were killed and more than 1,700 were injured in the Mansehra district of Pakistan's North West Frontier, where several villages were believed to have been reduced to rubble.

The Karakoram Highway linking Pakistan with western China was blocked in several places and Pakistan's remote Northern Areas had suffered extensive damage.

But the worst-hit area appeared to be Pakistan-controlled Kashmir, an area long disputed by Islamabad and New Delhi, wit its capital, Muzaffarabad, particularly hard hit.

Interior Minister Aftab Khan Sherpao told Reuters the Kashmir government had told him that casualties were already in the hundreds and could reach 1,000.

"A number of villages in Kashmir were wiped out ... We are facing difficulties in reaching those areas as most of the roads there are either blocked or wiped out by the landslides," Sherpao said.

The main road into Kashmir from Pakistan was blocked by landslides.

Oxfam Humanitarian Response Coordinator Raphael Sindaye said worsening weather could hamper the relief effort.

"Winter is drawing in ... winterised tents and blankets will be urgently needed," Sindaye said, after a meeting of aid agencies in Islamabad.

MUTILATED BODIES, PEOPLE CRUSHED

On the Indian side of Kashmir, police said the earthquake had killed 213 people and injured hundreds.

Half of the deaths were in Uri, the last big town on the road connecting the two sides of the violence-scarred region. The dead included 15 soldiers, some in bunkers close to the military ceasefire line between India and Pakistan.

Landslides also blocked the 300-km road that connects Srinagar, the summer capital of Indian Kashmir, to the rest of India to the south.

The Srinagar-Muzaffarabad road linking Indian and Pakistani Kashmir -- reopened this year to traffic for the first time in nearly 60 years -- was also blocked.

In Islamabad, scores of people were feared killed or trapped in two multi-storey apartment blocks that were reduced to rubble.

"I've seen mutilated bodies, I've seen people alive but crushed," said a Pakistani army officer, taking a break from the rescue, who gave his name as Captain Asam.

Pakistani President Pervez Musharraf visited the scene and said the quake was a test for the country.

Residents struggled to shift heavy concrete with bare hands.

"The quake jolted me awake and I saw people running down the staircase," said Sabahat Ahmed, a resident of one of the blocks. "By the time the second tremor hit, the building had already started to collapse.

"As the building was collapsing people were still coming out from it."

The initial quake lasted for about a minute and sent people fleeing from their homes in Islamabad. Minutes later, sirens could be heard as emergency vehicles began racing through the city of close to a million.

A girl was killed in Afghanistan but authorities said the country appeared to have escaped the worst.

(Additional reporting by Robert Birsel in Islamabad, Kamil Zaheer in Baramulla, Y.P. Rajesh in New Delhi and David Brunnstrom in Kabul)


© Reuters 2005. All Rights Reserved.

10.06.2005

Seasons

You scored as Winter. You are WINTER. You're more introspective, thinking deeply, feeling deeply. You love nothing better than to enjoy one on one time with those who are important to you. You are cautious, and sometimes second guess yourself. Dreams, though you have them, are a luxury, because life is not a plaything.

Winter

85%

Fall

80%

Summer

60%

Spring

50%

What Season Are You?
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10.05.2005

Addicting Game



Calif. Ends Taxpayer-Funded Viagra For Sex Offenders

A new law means California taxpayers won't help pay for impotence drugs for registered sex offenders. Gov. Arnold Schwarzenegger signed the bill into law Tuesday. It amends earlier laws that required the state's health insurance program for the poor to help cover the cost of drugs used to treat erectile dysfunction. Federal support for Viagra was cut this year after a New York state audit found nearly 200 sex offenders benefiting from the program. Schwarzenegger then asked state agencies not to prescribe the drug to sex offenders and asked lawmakers to pass a bill to block the coverage.

10.04.2005

Over Long Run, Most Americans Will Be Fat, Study Says

BALTIMORE -- Just when we thought we couldn't get any fatter, a new study that followed Americans for three decades suggests that over the long haul, 9 out of 10 men and 7 out of 10 women will become overweight.
Even if you are one of the lucky few who made it to middle age without getting fat, don't congratulate yourself - keep watching that waistline.
Half of the men and women in the study who had made it well into adulthood without a weight problem ultimately became overweight. A third of those women and a quarter of the men became obese.
"You cannot become complacent, because you are at risk of becoming overweight," said Ramachandran Vasan, an associate professor of medicine at Boston University and the study's lead author.
He and other researchers studied data gathered from 4,000 white adults over 30 years. Participants were between the ages of 30 and 59 at the start, and were examined every four years. By the end of the study, more than 1 in 3 had become obese.
The study defined obesity as a body mass index, which is a commonly used height and weight comparison, of more than 30.
The findings, published Tuesday in the Annals of Internal Medicine, show obesity may be a greater problem than indicated by studies that look at a cross-section of the population at one point in time. Those so-called "snapshots" of obesity have found about 6 in 10 are overweight and about 1 in 3 are obese, Vasan said.
The findings also re-emphasize that people must continually watch their weight, Vasan said.
The research subjects were the children of participants in the long-running and often-cited Framingham Heart Study, which has been following the health of generations of Massachusetts residents.
Dr. Elizabeth G. Nabel, director of the National Heart, Lung, and Blood Institute, which supported the study, said the findings show "we could have an even more serious degree of overweight and obesity over the next few decades."
Susan Bartlett, an assistant professor of medicine and an obesity researcher at the Johns Hopkins School of Medicine, said the study was one of the first to look at the risk of becoming overweight.
"The results are pretty sobering, really," said Bartlett, who was not involved in the research.
While the health risks of being obese are much more severe than being overweight, those who are overweight are much more likely to go on to become obese, Bartlett said.
The study shows Americans live in an "environment in which it's hard not to become overweight or obese. Unless people actively work against that, that's what's most likely to happen to them."
Obesity raises the risk of heart disease, some cancers, diabetes and arthritis, and being overweight raises blood pressure and cholesterol, which in turn can raise the risk of heart disease.
The number of deaths linked to obesity has been heavily debated. Earlier this year the U.S. Centers for Disease Control and Prevention said obesity caused only about 25,814 deaths annually in the United States -- far fewer than the 365,000 deaths the agency had earlier reported. Other scientists have disagreed with the revised conclusion, while organizations representing the food and restaurant industry think weight-related ills have been overstated.
As for the Framingham study, Mark Vander Weg, a Mayo Clinic psychologist who researches obesity but was not involved in the study, said it is one of a few to track a group of individuals over an extended period.
"What's particularly concerning is that these results actually may underestimate the risk of becoming overweight or obese among the general population" because minorities, who are at increased risk for obesity, were not included in the study, Vander Weg said.
Recent trends also suggest that people currently coming into middle age may be even more likely to become overweight or obese than those who were studied, Vander Weg said.
While more studies that include more diverse populations are needed, he said, the results "add to a growing body of evidence that makes it increasingly apparent that more effective prevention and treatment strategies are urgently needed."

10.01.2005

Scientists Photograph Giant Squid In Wild For First Time


When a nearly 20-foot long tentacle was hauled aboard his research ship, Tsunemi Kubodera knew he had something big. Then it began sucking on his hands. But what came next excited him most -- hundreds of photos of a purplish-red sea monster doing battle 3,000 feet deep. It was a rare giant squid, a creature that until then had eluded observation in the wild.

Kubodera's team captured photos of the 26-foot-long beast attacking its bait, then struggling for more than four hours to get free. The squid pulled so hard on the line baited with shrimp that it severed one of its own tentacles. "It was quite an experience to feel the still-functioning tentacle on my hand," Kubodera, a researcher with Japan's National Science Museum, told The Associated Press. "But the photos were even better."

Giant squid are the world's largest invertebrates, having been known to exceed 50 feet. Kubodera said the one he caught on camera was probably an adult female. He said the squid's tentacle would not grow back, but its life was not in danger. For centuries giant squids, formally called Architeuthis, have been the stuff of legends, appearing in the myths of ancient Greece or attacking a submarine in Jules Verne's "20,000 Leagues Under the Sea." But they had never been seen in their natural habitat, only caught in fishing nets or washed ashore dead or dying. The Japanese team, capping a three-year effort, filmed the creature in September of last year, finding what one researcher called "the holy grail" of deep-sea animals. The results were not announced until this week, when they were published in Wednesday's issue of the British journal, the Proceedings of the Royal Society B: Biological Sciences. Kyoichi Mori, of the Ogasawara Whale Watching Association, co-authored the study. The photos earned the team cheers from researchers around the world, largely because of the difficulty of finding the mysterious giant. "That's getting footage of a real sea monster," said Randy Kochevar, a deep-sea biologist with the Monterey Bay Aquarium in California. "Nobody has been able to observe a large giant squid where it lives. There are people who said it would never be done. It's really an incredible accomplishment." The photos -- taken with strobe lights at 30-second intervals -- also shed some new light on the animal's behavior. "We think it is a much more active predator than was previously thought," Kubodera said Wednesday. "It had previously been seen as more lethargic, and not as strong." In the pictures, the squid's tentacles can be seen stretching out toward the bait, grasping it and pulling away in a ball. It is then seen struggling to get itself free of the jig attached to the line under the remote-controlled camera. The struggle took place at a depth of between 2,000-3,000 feet.

Kudodera said catching the squid on film was the result of 10 years of sleuthing. He added that he had some help -- from a population of sperm whales. "We knew that they fed on the squid, and we knew when and how deep they dived," he said. "So we used them to lead us to the squid." Kudodera and his team found the squid about 10 miles off the remote island of Chichijima, which is about 600 miles southeast of Tokyo. They had been conducting expeditions in the area for about three years before they actually succeeded in making their first contact at 9:15 a.m. on Sept. 20 last year. "We were very lucky," he said. "A lot of research went into it, but still, others have tried and not succeeded." New Zealand's leading authority on the giant squid, marine biologist Steve O'Shea, praised the Japanese team's feat.

"Through sheer ... determination the guy has gone on and done it," said O'Shea, chief marine scientist at the Auckland University of Technology, who is not linked to the Japanese research. O'Shea said he hopes to capture juvenile giant squid and grow them in captivity. He captured 17 of them five years ago but they died.

Town Builds Landing Strip For UFOs

A sleepy hamlet in Puerto Rico is looking for some out-of-town visitors -- way out of town.The village of Lajas in southwestern Puerto Rico is building a UFO landing strip. There's even a green sign along a lonely country road that reads: "Extraterrestrial Route."The idea of welcoming the little green men comes from elementary school teacher Reynaldo Rios. He claims to have been communicating with ETs since he was a kid.Local officials are embracing the idea for a flying saucer port of call. They hope to at least attract earthlings interested in UFOs.

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