5.31.2006

I Heart William Shatner


William Shatner Offers Horse Therapy In Israel

Profits From Project Going To Fund Working On Mideast Peace

JERUSALEM -- "Star Trek" legend William Shatner has embarked on a new mission -- to Israel.

It's there that the 75-year-old actor hopes that horses will help raise funds aimed at bringing peace to the Middle East.

Shatner and his wife, Elizabeth, who are both serious equestrians, were in Israel Monday visiting riding centers and promoting therapeutic riding -- a method where disabled people gain strength by horseback riding.

For many years, Shatner has been involved with a Los Angeles charity called "Ahead for Horses," which works with physically and mentally disabled children through horseback riding.

Shatner aims to raise $10 million for about 30 riding centers.

He also hopes that his new fund, with the nonprofit Jewish National Fund, will contribute to Mideast peace.

Shatner said every citizen of Israel, as well as Palestinians, Jordanians and Egyptians, will be encouraged to participate.

Shatner played Captain James T. Kirk on the classic "Star Trek" television series, and reprised the character several times for "Star Trek" feature films.

He's also starred as the title in the television hit "T.J. Hooker," and currently stars as lawyer Denny Crane opposite James Spader on the hit series "Boston Legal."

(Only the Shat-man could bring peace to the middle east by buying everyone ponies.)

5.31.06

Horoscopes For Today: 5/31/2006
Sometimes, the right way to do something is the easiest way to do something -- who are you trying to impress, anyway? The long way around is likely to get you lost \(or at least distracted\), so look for a shortcut. There's really no crime is cutting corners here and there -- and no one will be the wiser. If your trick is discovered, you'll be admired more than reprimanded. You should utilize your ingenuity. After all, everyone else does!

Today is officially a blah, somber day. The phones are off today. Most everyone’s last day at NHP is tomorrow but they are all spending today packing. It’s sad and mostly quiet here. I’m tired. I went to bed at a nearly decent hour but couldn’t get comfortable and just flopped around for an hour or so before I passed out. I blame this on the lack of my human pillow for the evening. Oh well, I guess I’ll get over it. Then at about 2 am I was woken up by my completely insane kitten biting my lip. I swear I thought someone was actually piercing my lip. I have no idea what possessed her to come into my room in the complete dark, find my face and then bite my lip while I was asleep but…she was airborne pretty fast and I locked myself in my room the rest of the night. I had weird fucked up dreams all night long. In one I was in some weird house with a bunch of strange animals (like bats, etc.) and I was locked in the ‘feeding area’ with them. In another my dad had this awesome microwave that had a cappuccino button. When you push that button it makes you a cup of coffee – even the ceramic cup.

I keep thinking I’ve forgotten something important today and I have no idea what it is…

5.30.2006

5.30.06

Horoscopes For Today: 5/30/2006
You simply shouldn't take negative things seriously today. Any metaphorical stop signs, refusals, brick walls or red lights are not the end of the world. They are simply annoyances that you must ignore. Give things another try -- figure out a new route. Maybe there's something you haven't thought of? Chances are someone who's been down this road before has some excellent insight, so why don't you drop them an email and find out what advice they have for you?

Gone are the days when you can just have a conversation with your friends for advice – even the horoscopes suggest email…

5.26.2006

Invisibility Cloak Possible, Scientist Says

WASHINGTON -- The key to creating a Harry Potter-like invisibility cloak lies in manmade materials unlike any in nature or the Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry, researchers say.

They're laying out a blueprint for turning science fiction into reality. And they say that, in theory, nothing's stopping them from making such a cloak.

Well, almost nothing: They still need to perfect the manufacture of those exotic materials with an ability to steer light and other forms of electromagnetic radiation around a cloaked object, rendering it as invisible as something tucked into a hole in space.

"Is it science fiction? Well, it's theory and that already is not science fiction. It's theoretically possible to do all these Harry Potter things, but what's standing in the way is our engineering capabilities," said John Pendry, a physicist at the Imperial College London. Details of the study, which Pendry co-wrote, appear in Thursday's online edition of the journal Science.

Scientists not involved in the work said it presents a solid case for making invisibility an attainable goal.

"This is very interesting science and a very interesting idea and it is supported on a great mathematical and physical basis," said Nader Engheta, a professor of electrical and systems engineering at the University of Pennsylvania. Engheta has done his own work on invisibility using novel materials called metamaterials.

Pendry and his co-authors also propose using metamaterials because they can be tuned to bend electromagnetic radiation -- radio waves and visible light, for example - in any direction.

A cloak made of those materials, with a structure designed down to the submicroscopic scale, would neither reflect light nor cast a shadow.

Instead, like a river streaming around a smooth boulder, light and all other forms of electromagnetic radiation would strike the cloak and simply flow around it, continuing on as if it never bumped up against an obstacle. That would give an onlooker the apparent ability to peer right through the cloak, with everything tucked inside concealed from view.

"Yes, you could actually make someone invisible as long as someone wears a cloak made of this material," said Patanjali Parimi, a Northeastern University physicist and design engineer at Chelton Microwave Corp. in Bolton, Mass. Parimi was not involved in the research.

Such a cloak does not exist, but early versions that could mask microwaves and other forms of electromagnetic radiation could be as close as 18 months away, Pendry said. He said the study was "an invitation to come and play with these new ideas."

"We will have a cloak after not too long," he said.

The Pentagon's Defense Advanced Research Projects Agency supported the research, given the obvious military applications of such stealthy technology.

While Harry Potter could wear his cloak to skulk around Hogwarts, a real-world version probably would not be something just to be thrown on, Pendry said.

"To be realistic, it's going to be fairly thick. Cloak is a misnomer. 'Shield' might be more appropriate," he said.

Copyright 2006 by The Associated Press. All rights reserved. This material may not be published, broadcast, rewritten or redistributed.

5.26.06

Horoscopes For Today: 5/26/2006
It is logical that the more effort you put in, the more rewards you reap. You've been working hard, so right now you deserve a break. It's not that you're tired and need a rest -- more likely, you need space and time to gain perspective on all you've done. You deserve a big pat on the back, and the realization that you are capable of truly amazing things. Rack up some leisure time -- you can appreciate your success without focusing exclusively on it.

Logic rarely works in my favor, but I’m going to go ahead and accept that I deserve a break. Honestly, I don’t actually deserve a break because all I have done lately is break, but…why turn down a good thing?

Oh yeah, I AM capable of truly amazing things.

I plan on racking up the leisure time this weekend just as this recommends. Saturday afternoon I’m attending a get-together with the girls from work that is scheduled to consist of margaritas and games. Sunday or Monday I may take the kids down to the fair if I can muster the energy to do so. On the top of my list though, is sleep. Lots and lots of sleep.

Side note: Dennis came by this morning before I got to work and had my computer in pieces at my desk. At the end of the impromptu surgery he had doubled my RAM. It’s disgusting, but I’m super excited because it did not take 10 minutes to boot up this machine. I might actually be able to get some work done!

As of two days ago my job functions changed yet again. Instead of taking on half of the Claims Investigative Unit, now I have to do all of it. Once again, CIU is just me. Working half the load I currently have 124 open reviews. Doubling that amount is going to kill me but I foresee some much needed overtime in the future. Extra money is something I am not about to turn down at this point so maybe this is a good thing.

I forgot that today is Friday. I was supposed to be at work at 8:00 instead of 8:30. So…technically I was 30 minutes late, but no one has said anything about it yet…

5.25.2006

I forgot to mention...

And I'm too lazy to edit the previous...

Today our esteemed CEO announced the sale of Gartmore U.K. to some equity firm in San Francisco. This "finalizes the strategic exit from Europe and Asia".

I had always held the small hope that I would be able to transfer to the office there and run away in the middle of the night without anyone knowing. Just disappear, you know?

Well, they've killed that option for me now and I'm a little bummed about it.

5.25.06

Horoscopes For Today: 5/25/2006
The odd behavior of someone around you may create some obstacles, so you will have to come up with a few creative ways to work around them. Consider going above their head to get some ideas \(but keep them in the loop\). There's nothing wrong with going your own way right now. You're not joined at the hip, and independent thought is the only way you are going to get the satisfaction you're looking for now. Feel free to go at warp speed.


I don’t know what any of the above refers to and my warp speed is broken today.

It took over 15 minutes for my computer at work to boot up this morning. I’m sensing a crash coming soon. I blame it on unused applications like Photoshop, Flash, etc.

I managed to lose my phone this morning. I’m going to assume that I left it at home, but who knows. This isn’t such a big deal except it is the only clock I have so this morning I rushed to work under the assumption that I must be late since I had no clue what time it was. The streets looked a little empty to me which further pressed the idea into my brain that I was late. I was 10 minutes early. Go figure.

I unintentionally scored free coffee this morning. As usual they made my drink before I ordered it and it turns out that I didn’t want what they had made. Since it was already made anyway they told me to just take it. I walked out with an iced coffee, my usual coffee, and a bottle of Pellegrino. What does that add up to? Something like 4 shots of espresso. I am too tired to actually drink any of them (except the water) and I keep trying to will the caffeine to somehow jump from the cups into my bloodstream. Psychic osmosis. It could happen.

I plan on hiding for most of the day. I’ve run out of clean clothes and will have to spend the rest of the day dodging the dress code police because jeans and tennis shoes are not on the list of OK things to wear at the office. They want to ensure that no one is actually comfortable at work.

I still cannot hear anything except for ringing in my ears. It really sucks. I’m already blind and now deaf too. What’s next? Also, someone (well, a lot of some ones) stepped on my heel last night and the small amount of pressure from my high top shoe is making me quite uncomfortable.

I have the hiccups

And it kinda hurts.

You know me; I'm always good for useless information.

I have not randomly blogged in awhile and since I have nothing better to do -- ta da.

Could you feel the power and emphasis in that ta-da?

I went to a Ministry show and my senses are dulled to the point where I can here only a ringing noise, can smell only pot, and can feel only tiny bruises. I suppose that's indicative of a good time.

Meow-Meow is attacking my bed the most ferocious way she knows how. (FYI I can't type too well tonight, so don't expect the spelling to be anywhere near par.)

I somehow scored some velvet leopard print pjs. Can you tell what I'm hittin the sack with tonight?

I just realized that I've used half this blog up with questions to an entity that isn't going to answer me. I'll stop now.

So...on to work. There was a definite shift of "something" at work today. Brynna and I interviewed two potential candidates, both current NHP employees scheduled to be laid off June 1st.

The first person was one of my very good friends and it was awkward to have to interview her.

The second I don't know too well, other than that he has worked there roughly the same amount of time I have. As far as I know he has always been a tech clerk which is exactly the position were are hiring for. The catch? Not only does he have a Master's degree in who knows what...he's an accountant. He's also a Bar certified Attorney.

Can I express how awkward it would be to have an attorney reporting to me? Probably not. But trust me, I'm feeling a little wierd about it. Supposedly it doesn't bother him, but still...

Off to cuddle up with my velvet jammies...

5.24.2006

5.24.2006

Horoscopes For Today: 5/24/2006
Your relationships will be more emotional today, and that's a very good thing -- it's time you realized how valuable the people in your life are. Gratitude swells in your heart -- when you see what could have been, you are thankful to be on this path that others have led you down. At this high point of relating, take a chance and ask for what you need. It will be an exhilarating act, full of self-affirmation and truth. You will come away a happier person.


Does this mean I’m going to cry? Because I don’t want to cry today. Can this somehow be a happy emotional thing? Is there such a thing? I’ll be grateful – if I don’t end up crying. That would make me a happier person for sure.

I’m actually 20 minutes EARLY for work today. Yes, that’s right. EARLY. I’m getting back on the right track, or at least trying. Despite the workload, I feel mostly caught up. Maybe because I keep sticking things in empty cubicles and drawers, but still. We are interviewing someone this afternoon for the technical position, so maybe just maybe help is in the future. The thought of having to take time away from my normal work to train whoever the new technical clerk will be is a little daunting, but I think in the long run I can probably manage. Right? Right.

Last night I spent nearly the entire evening cleaning my kitchen. It is far from done (still need to hit the fridge but since it’s in the living room, it doesn’t count.) I bleached the counters, the walls, the floorboards, and the floor. I did the dishes. I watered the plants and filled the aquarium back up. I cleaned up Meow-Meow’s food bowl. I can actually walk into my kitchen without the threat of vomit.

Next up – the bathroom. I need to get a new shower curtain liner and need to bleach the entire room. Also, I guess I have to buy all new towels since most were ruined while I was in Arizona. Shopping sounds fun, even though I don’t have extra money for it...mmmmm shopping…

5.23.2006

5.23.06

Horoscopes For Today: 5/23/2006
The encouragement you've been waiting for arrives -- although you'll have to
find it. Relax, though -- if you can't quite connect with it today, you will
get another chance when you are ready. People are looking out for you and are
waiting to give you a leg up if you need it. You are in many people's hearts,
and today you may really start to understand how deep. Group activities will
encourage some exploration. Be a team player and give new challenges the old
college try!


Hi, I’m back.

5.21.2006

I'm still alive.

Not that anyone cares.

I don't know if anyone out there knows this but, its fucking hot in Arizona. I've heard all about this 'dry heat' thing before but never understood it. Now I do. All the moisture in your entire body is instantly sucked out the minute you arrive. I've been told some tricks to not dying...for example, half the time I've been here I've had a bloody nose. Apparently, if you put vasoline in your nostrils, it keeps them from bleeding all over the place. I haven't tried lubing my nose yet, and don't think I'm likely to.

There are gigantic cactii growing all over the place. Even purple ones. Ever heard of a purple cactus? Neither had I.

Since we are so close to the border, many of the signs are in spanish and the one freeway here lists distances in km (northbound). It's a trip.

Not much else to say. I'm tired and the heat is taking a severe toll on my poor little body. I feel like I need a nap all the time.

It rained for about 45 seconds early and I went outside and danced on a chair with excitement.

I'm about to walk down to the 'river'. The sign says its a river, but its a bone dry ditch with cactii growing out of the middle of it. Should be fun.

I'll be home tomorrow night.

5.17.2006

5.17.06

My horoscope today was so stupid that I’m not even going to repeat it here.

Instead, I owe an apology so…

Dear Mr. Frank Payne,

I am very sorry that I threw all those papers at you this morning. I am a bitch. It is not your fault that we have not been able to synch our printing therefore causing our things to get intermixed. I have taken steps this morning to try and ‘acquisition’ a printer that is sitting in an empty cubicle for myself. See, Frank? I am risking jail here to make sure we don’t screw up our print jobs again. I can be nice every now and then.

I’m also sorry that I treated you like you are a bitch. I know you are not a bitch. I’m a bitch. You’re too passive to be a bitch anyway.

I’m sorry that we put up embarrassing photos of you all over the office. We just care and want to see a picture of you every time we turn our heads, no matter what direction it is.

I’m sorry for setting off your car alarm yesterday. It was purely accidental. I swear.

I realize that I make you suffer (not as much as Sonia makes you suffer) and I want to take this time to acknowledge that you kick ass. Thanks for helping me out so much.

I’ve had a not so good few days and I am officially sick with a sore throat and fever and yet I have to come here to this crappy place, so please forgive my grumpiness.

Cheers,
Stephanie


Note to self: Must start playing well with others.

5.16.2006

5.16.2006

Horoscopes For Today: 5/16/2006
Hop back into the action and roll up your sleeves -- you will need to pitch in and help everyone get things going. Being a team player is admirable -- even if you're not thrilled to set aside your personal goals today, the overall goal is one you believe in. In the end, any personal sacrifice you make is outweighed by the sense of importance you gain. There's a strong sense of pride coming through today -- it's a clear sign that you are gaining more self-assurance.


I’d like to change my astrological sign, please. I’m feeling much more Pisces than Aries. I keep forgetting to ask my parents, but I wonder if I was an overdue baby.

I’m setting a goal for myself today. Today, I will attempt to entirely empty out and complete all the backed up work in my various in-boxes:





5.15.2006

5.15.06

Horoscopes For Today: 5/15/2006
As you continue a quieter phase on the sidelines, take the opportunity to evaluate some recent conflicts in your life. There are new directions you can take things -- all that's missing is a real plan. Today you should have the time and resources you need to figure out the next steps for an old relationship. Be honest with yourself and admit that not every relationship is meant to last forever. All this introspection will fade soon, so delve as deeply as you can now.

Too tired to analyze. I’m guessing it means…’get the fuck over it already’.

5.12.2006

Paraplegic Activist Leaps From Wheelchair, Runs From Police

SAN BERNARDINO, Calif. -- It's a miracle or a scam.
Police said a paraplegic activist for Southern California's disabled managed to leap from her wheelchair and run.

Police said Laura Lee Medley, who repeatedly filed claims and lawsuits for noncompliance with the Americans with Disabilities Act, was a con artist.

A San Bernardino County spokesman, David Wert, said Medley had complained to police earlier that she was having medical problems so she was taken to a hospital for treatment.

Wert said, "That's where the great miracle occurred."
Officers said Medley, 35, leaped from her wheelchair and ran for freedom after being placed under arrest by Las Vegas police. The barefoot woman was caught after a brief pursuit.
According to authorities in Southern California, Medley was never disabled but used her supposed condition to file many medical claims and lawsuits. Her questionable claims led to the arrest in Las Vegas.

Medley's claims in California against San Bernardino County, South Pasadena and Long Beach included one allegation that a bus dropped her off near what she called a non-ADA compliant roadway, causing her wheelchair to topple over.

Last year, South Pasadena settled Medley's claim for almost $7,000.

Medley is also a fugitive with arrest warrants in Arizona for forgery and California for fraud.
Medley is in Las Vegas waiting extradition to San Bernardino, Calif., to face charges including two counts of insurance fraud.

Copyright 2006 by The Associated Press. All rights reserved. This material may not be published, broadcast, rewritten or redistributed

5.11.2006

Steven Vaught

Now that’s he has completed his journey, I want to express my overwhelming admiration for Steven Vaught.

From what I understand, about 15 years ago Steve killed 2 elderly pedestrians in an accident. Since then he has suffered severe depression which led to weight gain until he was around 400 lbs. Unhappy with his life, he decided to walk from Oceanside, CA to New York City.

While I appreciate the steps he has taken to lose weight (and he did lose over 100 lbs), I am more impressed with a man who set a HUGE goal for himself in an effort to change his life and actually met that goal. How many of us set minute New Year’s resolutions and actually fulfill them? I know I don’t. Steve sets an example that we should all look at and his actions are incredibly inspiring.

“I hope my story and actions serve to encourage others to take their lives back - to get up and do something about it today.


We have become conditioned to believe that there is an answer in a pill or cream or drink or machine that will fix it for us. We lost sight of the fact that we are the most incredible machine ever built, capable of great heroism, ingenuity and strength.


The human race has achieved great feats solely on the efforts of the individual. Building pyramids, settling frontiers and walking on the moon are a few examples.
I hope to remind people like me, that we each have the strength and ability to do anything we want.” – Steve Vaught

5.11.2006

Horoscopes For Today: 5/11/2006
An unexpected turn in the spotlight is something you should embrace today. Any stage fright is unwarranted, because the audience you'll be in front of is extremely receptive. Above all else, be calm. Everyone is rooting for you, and you can feed on that positive energy to get the strength you need to make an impression. Your heart is struggling with a choice -- share your dilemma with someone who's unfamiliar with your past and get a fresh perspective.


Spotlight? No, I’ll pass. If anything, I feel like I’m becoming more introverted and awkward (if that’s at all possible.)

Share my dilemma with someone unfamiliar with my past? Yeah, I need a new shrink for sure. Perhaps one with less than 10,000 patients or however many he has. Preferably as soon as possible and before I become even more of a nutcase.

5.10.2006

5.10.06

Horoscopes For Today: 5/10/2006
If you keep reaching for more people, places or things, you won't ever get enough time to enjoy what you have earned so far. Today is about taking time to establish things -- grow relationships and explore what other people are looking for in life. You just may able to help them get it -- and that sense of satisfaction is just what you need right now. You have a lot to share, a lot to teach -- and an awful lot to learn from others.


Ok, point taken.

30 minutes late for work today. I am going to go alarm clock shopping today since even with two separate alarms I can’t seem to wake up unless someone else wakes me up. Doesn’t seem very fair, but what can I do?

Der made egg rolls for everyone since it is her last day at work. So…egg rolls and coffee for breakfast. No wonder I’ve felt so sick lately. Look what I’m doing to myself. No sleep, no decent food, no time to just relax. I’m overdoing it. Time to sloooooooooowwww down.

5.09.2006

Some things.

I was so hungry that I broke down and actually went to Allied for lunch. I hate that place.

I made a salad from what was left in the salad bar. It was gross. All I really wanted was a cheese sandwich.

They gave me a free pastry. I dropped in on the ground on the way out. I ate it anyway. 5 second rule.

My new sidekick is finally properly potty-trained. I don’t think I will have to keep going home at lunch time anymore to look for surprises.

My new sidekick is fucking adorable.

My rent check cleared for once.

Today is Aislin’s 5th birthday. I said she could have special dinner. She wants candy. Hrm.

She is on new meds and acts like a loony.

She lost her first tooth last week and I was out of town.

I have a bunch of stuff to plan for this weekend and because I’m having to schedule around other people, I haven’t planned anything.

Yikes.

Soundtrack for the day: Stephanie’s Top 25 Most Played Songs. I have no idea how some of this was played so much that it made it to this list.

In no particular order:

I’m Not Waiting – Sleater-Kinney
90-Mile Water Wall – The National
Narc – Interpol
Take You On A Cruise – Interpol
Length of Love – Interpol
Postcard of a Painting – Maximo Park
All These Things That I’ve Done – The Killers (On this list because it is Aislin’s favorite song)
How You Dance – Didley Squat
Killer Whales – Didley Squat
Gracious – Didley Squat
Slow Hands – Interpol
Red Flags and Long Nights – She Wants Revenge
Cherubs – Arab Strap
Classy Plastic Lumber – Modest Mouse
Jenny – Sleater-Kinney
Cutthroat – Didley Squat
These Things – She Wants Revenge
Slipping Husband – The National
Out of Control – She Wants Revenge
Zion – Fluke
They – Jem
Sitting, Waiting, Wishing – Jack Johnson
Bruises – Unloco
It 5 – Architecture in Helsinki
Graffiti – Maximo Park

Can you tell I’m bored?

5.9.2006

Horoscopes For Today: 5/9/2006
You should wait before moving ahead on a project. Keep your motor idling for today. Eager to get going? Wait a bit longer before moving ahead. Not everyone is as ready to zoom forward as you are, and they may be too shy to say it. Try to find out what is on their mind, but be careful you don't push too hard. It's all about giving them some space to figure things out. They will come to you when the time is right, and you can get back on track fully confident that they're on board.


No one likes to work on projects with me anyway. I either have a ton of manic energy and want to get everything done immediately all at once or I’m lazy and don’t feel like pushing forward at all. So, as a lead at work, I suck ass.

Today though, I –do- have that manic energy and I’ve got about 12,000 different things on my to-do list running through my mind. I’ve already completely cleaned out the non-standard retention drawer which was overflowing. I have to say, shredding stuff is by far the most gratifying part of my job, particularly shredding member files. I can wipe out an entire family on a whim.

5.08.2006

'Fat Man Walking' About To Complete Journey

(I've been following this guy for awhile now. Check out his website. The link is on the right.)

LEDGEWOOD, N.J. -- The self-proclaimed "Fat Man Walking" has almost reached his destination, a long way from his San Diego home.
Steve Vaught began walking to New York last year in a bid to tackle his weight problem. Vaught had ballooned up to 410 pounds and decided a cross-country walk would be the way to work off the fat.
Vaught said he's due to arrive Tuesday in Manhattan, more than 100 pounds lighter and 2,500 miles from his home.
The trek has taken its toll. Vaught said he's gone through tens of pair of shoes while suffering everything from massive blisters to stress fractures.

He said he hopes the trip not only makes him leaner but also promotes a healthy lifestyle for others.
Vaught chronicles his journey on his Web site.

5.08.2006

Horoscopes For Today: 5/8/2006
The balance between your work and your personal life has been especially tricky lately -- take some action today that will ease the tension. Do what you can to put your career on the back burner and turn all your attention on a relationship. In discussing a conflict, cut to the chase. Beating around the bush will give both of you way too many chances to avoid dealing with what's really going on. It's like removing a bandage: It's less painful if you get it over with quickly.


Balance? What balance? I was only 20 minutes late for work today…

5.04.2006

Where is my downtime?

I came home at lunch time today to try and find some way overdue bills that I am sure are important but my brain is so frazzled that I've completely spaced out and not found anything. I'm getting a little frustrated with the state of affairs in my home, which I tried to clean up AGAIN last night, only to wake up this morning with both my desk and living room a total mess. (I guess I can sleep through anything...)

I have a million little tasks that I need to get done over the next few weeks and all those tasks have piled up into a giant to-do list that is overwhelming. I'm not sleeping right at all lately and I don't have any tangible reason for it most of the time. Last night, I passed out at a half way decent hour from pure exhaustion but was woken up at some point in the wee hours of the morning with a drunken joshua jumping on my bed, kissing me on the cheek and telling me how much he loved me because I am a cool person for telling him (apparently we had a conversation while I was asleep) that he is an OK guy for not doing something that he almost did last night. Confusing, I know, but I cannot publicly reveal my friends secrets.

The point is, another evening of my sleep being disrupted.

My insurance company came out to my work today to take pictures of my car from the little accident on Monday. I told them the damage wasn't worth bothering but he is going to write up an estimate anyway and send me a check for any amount over my deductable. He was a nice guy.

Now, I feel safe cleaning my car. I should do that now actually...car wash...power nap...

Oh wait, bills. Right.

Also on the to-do list...I am supposed to go to the Science and History Fair tonight. I flat out do not want to go. Period. I am supposed to have a huge backdrop for a play painted by Friday (guess what, it's not happening.) Aislin's birthday is on Tuesday so I'll have to start planning for that. All sorts of things are going on this weekend. Lhiannan's play is on the 11th. A show I want to go to is on the 12th. And somehow in between all these days I have to do a ton of other shit too that I can't even remember.

Ok I'm still breathing.

bleh

5.03.2006

5.3.06

Horoscopes For Today: 5/3/2006
Whether or not you consider yourself creative,
the ideas in your mind have a way of getting out into the world and making
themselves known. No one sees things quite like you do, and people like your
take on the world. Look for some of your ideas to leak out today in an
unconscious act on your part. You may not have meant to break out and be such a
star, but everyone can't help but notice what you bring to the table. Try to use
this attention to get something you've been wanting.



My ideas have a way of getting out into the world and scaring small children and the elderly. I do so love attention though so I will wait patiently to see what ‘leaks out’ unconsciously. Sounds like it could get me fired.

I am a moron. Wait no. I am a MORON. Yesterday I was seriously falling asleep at work. I bought more coffee. I got up and did things. No matter what I did to try and wake myself up, as soon as I sat back down at my desk I literally fell asleep. It sucked. So…I volunteered to run an errand for the mailroom (taking a bulk mailing to the Post Office and getting a certificate of mailing) because I was allowed to go home directly afterwards. This morning, Lhiannan forgot her homework at home (second day in a row…) and I had to turn around and go back and get it before taking her to school. I was worried about being late but somehow I managed to make it to work exactly on time. As I was walking up the stairs I realized that I had forgotten the certificate of mailing, needed for our compliance department, at home. I could picture it sitting in the middle of my bedroom floor…

Of course I had to turn around and leave again to go get it. So, even though I was actually on time for once I am technically 45 minutes late. I will either be taking a very short lunch break or will be working late – AGAIN.

I don’t know why I’m having such a hard time getting my shit together lately.

5.02.2006

Coachella 2006










A tent city






Celebration

Hybrid feat. Perry Farrell

Clap Your Hands Say Yeah!

Sigur Ros





Depeche Mode
Cat Power

Portal Potties








Murs
Raver Tent
Metric

Matisyahu
Bloc Party


Yeah Yeah Yeahs