4.12.06

April 12, 2006
Proactive Interactions
Aries Daily Horoscope
You may feel indecisive when it comes to your
relationships today. Perhaps you are unsure about making a bigger commitment or
feeling nervous about losing your independence. You might also have questions
about the quality of your relationships and their potential for long-term
success. If you take some time to explore these feelings further today, you
might be able to gain a greater sense of clarity about what you truly want and
how you can achieve it. If you can understand that you don’t have to give up
your independence in order to make a bigger commitment, you might think about
ways you can fulfill your needs while deepening your connections with others.

Reflecting on the quality and direction of our relationships can give us a
greater perspective about the ways our connections with others enhance our
lives. We often are afraid of taking our relationships to the next level of
intimacy because we are afraid of how our lives will have to change. Rather than
fearing a negative outcome, we can choose to be more proactive in creating the
kinds of relationships we desire. We can then be sure we aren’t losing ourselves
in the process because we are creating relationships that allow us to retain our
independence and identity. Choosing to approach your relationships with a clear
understanding of what you want will allow you to ease your feelings of
indecisiveness and be more proactive in your interactions today.

I’m trying out Jonathan’s suggested horoscopes today because my usual brand is getting flat out lame. I’m not really thrilled with this one today either, but whatever. I like the font… I do think it’s funny though, considering how uncomfortable I am with a certain out of town visitor this week. Besides, I’ve just gained back my independence, I’m not looking to give it away yet. I no longer have to ask permission to talk to my friends or to eat lunch out with coworkers. I can answer my phone whenever I want. Being single can be joyous like that.

Today is going to be a crappy day. I was 50 minutes late for work. I’ve been late almost everyday. I must have slept weird because my neck hurts super bad. Since I was late, no time to get coffee this morning and I’m already going through caffeine withdrawals…the headache is setting in. I tried to drink the coffee Emma made this morning but as soon as I poured it she told me it was decaf. If she hadn’t have told me I would probably have never noticed and my body would have accepted the placebo. Evil.

Also, my rent check is probably going to bounce because my paycheck was once again direct deposited into my savings account instead of checking. This company hates me. I had to write a giant apology email to my landlord first thing this morning and will spend my entire lunch hour running around transferring funds to cover it.

Also, my internet at home was down this morning. I’m not sure if this is because I forgot to pay it or what…I mean, I know I forgot to pay it, but I’m not getting the same error message I would normally get in that case.

Of course, with the internet connection being down my home phone doesn’t work. I knew there was something about the whole broadband phone that would be bad. I don’t give anyone that number, only my cell phone, so I’m not exactly concerned about it, but still. I did remember to pay that one and it would be nice if it worked.