11.18.05

Horoscopes For Today: 11/18/2005

You may not know about it just yet, but someone's resentment is taking on a life of its own from behind the scenes, and you may well be at the heart of the situation. But this doesn't mean you caused
it, or that you should feel guilty about it. You're in control of what you do, not what others do. So when and if something that's not quite fit for the public emerges, there's no reason for you to feel accountable.

I have felt lately that it seems like I am always the one to feel guilty and always the one to concede even if the circumstances really shouldn’t call for it. Remaining on that path has led me to feeling hurt all the time, depressed, and I feel like I am losing part of myself by not being able to be me. I automatically want to apologize for not apparently meeting everyone’s standards but I know that I shouldn’t and that it’s time for me to enjoy being me. If the people who I keep company with don’t like it then I shouldn’t be keeping company with them in the first place. Any relationship should be symbiotic with all parties involved getting what they need. One person should not have to sacrifice themselves just to make the other feel normal.