9.30.05

Horoscopes For Today: 9/30/2005
You can do this the hard way or the easy way -- it depends on what you want the experience to be. If you want to be a big ol' drama queen and make everyone around you roll their eyes as you throw an Oscar-caliber hissyfit, then definitely take the hard way. If, on the other hand, you'd rather tackle this problem one step at a time and figure out how to avert a situation like this from happening again.

Given recent events, situations, and circumstances I've just resigned myself to the fact that this may be as good as it gets and there really isn't anything I can do about it anymore. I can waste a ton of time and effort and exhaust myself both mentally and physically or I can just let it go and move on. My feelings were once again hurt last night by another no call/no show performance from my boyfriend - which makes the average several times a week now that he flakes. I'm figuring at this point the only thing that makes sense is that he is seeing someone else which I guess is fine with me. For the sake of my own sanity I need to realize that this is simply a casual relationship - not designed or destined to go any further.